My Dismay

My friends are long gone
Having went their own way
Who would want me
In all of my dismay

I have ran them off
Once again alone
Wondering if
I will ever find home

I walk the earth
With satchel in hand
Taking the path
The has been left unmanned

I creep further through
My own personal hell
Knowing in my heart
Only sorrows dwells

Fearing the chance
Of just trying again
Feeling love is a battle
I will never win

How can I make another happy
While I am fighting back tears
How can I make someone stay
When all I cause is fear

How can I make
Someone learn to care
When in their heart
love is no longer there

Nothing More to Say

Too many tears
I have cried
Leaving me
Broken inside

Wanting to scream
Afraid they will hear
Wanting to hide
Afraid to show fear

Needing a friend
Not knowing where to go
Afraid of looking foolish
Not wanting to let it show

Fear overcomes
Life wastes away
Leaving my with
Nothing more to say